3 months ago when I developed a nagging cough, I would have never, EVER, thought one day I'd hear the doctor tell me I have cancer. I'll never forget hearing those words. I had been through testing all week trying to figure out the pneumonia I'd been diagnosed with was so persistent. To be honest, my mood had been sour from the constant wondering. I finally took a few minutes for myself and was at a local bookstore when I got the call. I was devastated. I kept asking the doctor if he was sure. Her persistently told me yes, despite my shock and disbelief. Once I hung up the phone, I dropped everything, fled to my car and cried my eyes out...then cried some more. Here, at 29 years old with a wedding on the horizon. How could this be happening?! I'll probably never know the answer. At this point, the journey is just beginning. I still have moments of disbelief, anger, sadness, hopelessness and worry. However, there is always, ALWAYS hope. These past few days, that is what I've been clinging to. Hope. Strength, Encouragement. and the Power of Positive Thinking. That is what I am asking for now. As I go through testing and treatment, I ask for patience, and God-willing, understanding. There are good days and bad days. Some days I feel like talking, other's are more quiet. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I will update on here as things progress, so feel free to check in for updates or to post positive thoughts and words. I get and read every one, even if I don't always respond. Thanks to everyone who has reached out, it makes this process a little easier knowing their is an army behind you.
Love and Prayers,
Holly
Thanks for posting this, Holly. I know there are a lot of people ready to support you in whatever way you need. ~Allison
ReplyDeleteYou are in my prayers. If there is any way I can be helpful please let me know. Cancer is scary but not impossible.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you every day! xoxo
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ReplyDeleteI am so glad hear from you but totally understand that at times you just can't respond. But I want you to know I am thinking of you and praying for you daily. I was told I had melanoma at the age of 31 with one small child. It is devestating and you don't ever think it can happen to you. Only with my faith and friends did I get through those days. You will too. You are a very special person and are loved by many as the comments on facebook have proven. Know we are all behind you and supporting you. Sheri Vree
Thanks Sheri. I would like to talk to you about your experience and any recommendations you might have. Thanks for sharing your story and for your support.
DeleteHolly, one day at a time and have faith. I am so sorry. How scary this must be. I will pray so much for you. Hugs and prayers. ~Alison Molter
ReplyDeleteThinking about you Holly and praying always!! :)
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to send a hug & more prayers your way before I went to bed tonight. Love you, sister.
ReplyDeleteHolly My Love, I Love You So Much, Sending Prayers, And All My Love.
ReplyDeleteJust want you to know today that I am thinking of you and praying for you!
ReplyDeleteHolly - Just want you to know that your work family has been praying for you. We are here for you! I am glad to know there will be a place for us to follow you but not bug you too much as you start your journey. Thoughts and prayers, Candace
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ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts and prayers! If you need to get out, go to dinner, talk or sit by the fire let me know. Miss seeing my partner in care over here. If you need someone to vent to contact me through work email and I'll give you my cell phone number. Patti
You do have an army behind you- your CMD army! Please reach out to us with anything you may need. Thoughts are with you, Sara JM
ReplyDeleteStopping in to send more prayers love and support! ❤️❤️❤️~Alison Molter
ReplyDeleteMy family will be praying for you! Stay strong! Jen Chand (CMA)
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