Monday, November 17, 2014

That took the wind out of my sails...

I know this post is a little later than some had hoped, but I needed the weekend to digest things. Last week was difficult. I had a lot of testing and found out that I have colon cancer that has traveled to my lung, bone, and lymph. I start treatment tomorrow. I hope not to have too many side effects to the medications. To be honest, there are times where I still hope to wake up from this nightmare. I appreciate everyone who has reached out. I know it might be frustrating when I don't answer right away, but please understand that this is difficult and I am trying cope as best as I can. Sometimes it's hard for me to re-hash things. I really appreciate all of the kind thoughts and prayers that everyone has sent, especially those who have included John. He's been incredibly supportive, but this has taken a toll on his as well. I've been in Lansing a lot spending time with John and his family. They have been incredibly helpful and our time together helps keep my spirits a bit higher. Think of me tomorrow as I start chemo. I'll update when I can. 

Love and prayers,
Holly
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11 comments:

  1. AnonymousNovember 17, 2014 at 5:28 PM

    Sending love and healing Holly. I can't imagine how you're dealing with this. My girls wanted you to know they're putting you in their prayer books at Sunday school. You are in my family's thoughts and prayers.
    ♡ Nicki Mosley

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  2. jacquiNovember 17, 2014 at 10:32 PM

    you will be in my thoughts, as you have been often these past few weeks. if there is anything at all that either you or john need that i can help with, just say the word. whether it's cookies or someone to vent to. hoping all thigns go well and that you kick this easily and quickly! much love holly!

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  3. UnknownNovember 18, 2014 at 5:04 AM

    Holly,
    My thoughts are with you as always. You are strong, but remember you are Commander in Chief of Holly’s Army! We are waiting for our marching orders if/when you want to give them. On that note, I understand that this is a very personal and scary journey. We all want to support you, help you, get updates, talk to you, etc. but do not feel pressured to please the “throngs”- just do what you want to do- when you want to do it….you have enough on your plate! So I hope to see many updates, but when it can flow naturally from your (or Johns) fingertips.
    Jill Howell

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  4. durablematerNovember 18, 2014 at 9:09 AM

    Thinking of you and sending a lot of love Holly!
    -Sarah Bodah

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  5. AshleyNovember 18, 2014 at 10:57 AM

    Thinking and praying for you daily! You got this! I'm so happy you gave a good guy to be there with you. - Ashley Peterson

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  6. AnonymousNovember 18, 2014 at 4:24 PM

    Thoughts and prayers are with you Holly. Thanks for your updates both on FB and this blog, its helps us know how to pray.
    ~Laurie Holst

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  7. Great Bull Shihtz-uNovember 19, 2014 at 3:58 AM

    Think of and pray for you often. Honestly, you should not feel bad about posting "late." Yes, we want to know because we care and are worried. However, each of us would be reeling with this type of news and do not even know how we would respond. you do what's best for you to cope and get through. Be as private or public as you want to be and know you have an army of prayer warriors holding you up before the Father and Great Physician. Hugs!!

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  8. AnonymousNovember 19, 2014 at 2:38 PM

    Dear Hol, So many great responses to your posts, so many wonderful people in your life! We are blessed that you have John by your side, and his loving, caring family, too. I cannot think of anything more eloquent to say than has already been said by all of those who have posted responses to your blog...we are thinking of you and praying for you and John, as often as possible, and hope that all of your friends and family's caring thoughts help lift you in those moments when you need it most. Know that there are many here in Wisconsin praying for you as well!!! We love you, dear sister and aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wishing you a peaceful day, love, T

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  9. AllisonNovember 20, 2014 at 1:57 PM

    As others have said, don't worry about anybody else. This is about you, and not feeling like talking to or seeing a bunch of people is totally understandable. ~Allison Blair

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  10. AnonymousNovember 24, 2014 at 12:15 PM

    Thinking of you today and everyday, Hol. Love you,
    T

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  11. AnonymousMay 14, 2015 at 5:50 PM

    My Dear Friend, words cannot express words as I am just reading this....what i can tell you is you are so cared for and loved and supported and my constant prayers and love go out to you and your husband and family along side of you. Praying that GOD just shows his mercy and lay his healing hands on you. God is with you. And I will lift you up to him in prayer daily. <3 God Bless you my dear friend

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